Haven’t updated this thread in 4 months. Never planned on posting daily but I forgot this thread existed.
I competed at a fight night event my academy hosted. My first “comp”. We have 4 locations all local and once a month, all the Professors get together to make the matchups, then we host a “card” at the headquarters gym. Mine was October 15th.
Well, I was thoroughly dominated. The matches are one 5 minute round. I told myself to be first but I was super nervous. Fight started and I pressured him right away and got a collar grip to look for a single. He pulled guard and I ended up in his closed guard. He was reaching for my arms and moving a lot so I just postured up and kept my arms tight. He tried to sweep me and failed, then we went back to closed. Tried again to sweep me and succeeded (looking at the tape I allowed him to get an insanely deep collar grip).
It was a scissor sweep so once he was on top, he had mount. I was able to recover back to half, at some point got an underhook, created a scramble, and he took my back. I survived the choke attempt and when I attempted to turn into him, he took mount. From there I was able to recover full guard after a lot of work but he passed my guard almost immediately, we ended up against the cage. I created some space by shrimping, got my back to the cage (or so I thought), and tried to stand up. He used the space between the cage and my back to get a hook and he took my back again.
The position this time was much more difficult because of the cage I fell towards the center, so I was flattened out grapevined and he was on a cross collar choke. I tapped at about 2:30 mins into the match.
Initial thoughts:
-I gassed after 45 seconds of being in there
-huge adrenaline dump of being super nervous and not having competed in combat before (not like this)
-kid was technically superior to me
-feel happy that I overcame a lot just to compete and didn’t care about the loss
Thoughts after a couple of days:
-feeling embarrassed by the loss and wanting to get it back
-watched tape and took notes on all my mistakes
-I’m glad I did it but I wanna win now
-I think my cornering kind of sucked
-the guy was a lot younger than me and bigger, although I think he would have won anyways, but it’s a note
-I never quit on myself and always kept working towards the next step, I was in some bad positions and just kept thinking about what I needed to do next, I never panicked
I haven’t been back at training since then but both my kids have been sick and now I’m sick so I’ll probably be back next week. Plus I needed to mentally recover from the whole ordeal. It was a lifetime of nerves and having trouble with pressure of competing that I overcame and I almost pulled out multiple times. I don’t think anyone understands that unless they’ve gone through it. Now that I’ve done it I’m gonna go back to training and I feel like this is gonna make me a monster.
Anyone here wanna share their early comp stories or have any advice of being in a similar position?